Reflections
Journal Entry: Tue Jan 15, 2008, 5:00 PM
I look in the mirror, and what do I see?
I cannot tell, but it's certainly not me.
The face twisted, the teeth black.
The wrists are slit, and cuts on the back.
Screams and yells fill it's ears,
From all my weaknesses, and all my fears.
As I look at this reflection, I soon find out
That's how I describe myself, without a doubt.
The scars are the insults, I tell myself.
The ears are the fears I don't put on the shelf.
I indulge in my own pity, and ignore all others.
Who have it worse, even my brothers.
Now, this image is possible to undo...
I'm willing to change it, but what about you?
Damn. I'm a girly...
My friend was complaining how she wasn't good enough for her boyfriend so he cheated on her, how she thinks she's ugly when she's pretty cute tbh. (I still value my GF over her.) How she's got a terrible personality, when she's fun to hang around with (Though she sometimes went overboard with the 'sex' jokes.)
What I'm saying is, people with low self esteem and constantly complain about it piss me off. It's as bad as people complaining about getting a 95 on a test in a subject I suck at, and I felt like got getting an 80 or something. Wanna know the best way I have to describe this? Immaturity. If you constantly put yourself down, it's almost the same as putting someone else down. You'll eventually believe yourself and think it's complete fact, too.
So... Yea. That's my 2 second rant. For all of you who say "I'm ugly. I'm fat, I'm stupid" Shut up! If anything, you're annoying! I don't want to hear how much you hate yourself. You are who you are. I apparently I have a big nose... you know what? I'm proud of my big nose, because it's mine. Nobody else has my nose. Nobody else ever will (Or I break it.) It makes me unique. So stfu.
- Mood:
Rant - Listening to: Forever Today - DJ Tiesto
- Reading: Whatever I type
- Watching: The words fill the screen
Devious Comments
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"Rap is to music like piss in snow is to snowcones" - ~Guy1060
"It seems to be a law of nature, inflexible and inexorable, That those who will not risk cannot win."
A thank you to *DraconicDreams for the avatar.
Ah, Crap. What a conformist I am.
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"Rap is to music like piss in snow is to snowcones" - ~Guy1060
"It seems to be a law of nature, inflexible and inexorable, That those who will not risk cannot win."
A thank you to *DraconicDreams for the avatar.
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Kaddie, The best hippo and flying pug sitter in the world, hire me and I'll throw in a free potatoe.
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~Moops~
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